The Young Shepherdess, William-Adolphe Bouguereau, 1885
Truth
Your darkened eyes of which I look
Where I see my reflection
Only emptiness stares back
Confirming your rejection
Drifting To Sleep
Embrace, Egon Schiele, 1917
Drifting Off To Sleep
Intertwined
My leg over your hip,
My chest pressed against your back
My arms surrounding you
Where my body finds its place
The energy drawing us together as if one
Belonging
To the unseen; the intangible
Not allowed or condoned
But is granted, when my eyes close,
and my mind is lifted from its burdens
I find you, and lay myself besides your entombment
Hearing
The rise and fall of your breath
My hand extends towards you, the heat of your body beneath the lingering of my touch
Aching in wanting; a heart’s desire in rapture
Indulging in the moments of your precious existence
Allowed me in my sleep
Lonely For You
(Unrequited Love – A Scene From Much Ado About Nothing, William Oliver)
Lonely For You
It’s you my thoughts stay
Linger in the what if
If…
Is there such a dream to delve?
How I wish I was forgetful, like you
Of all that has been; all that keeps us eternally bound
To watch you from afar
Your life so meticulously laid out
Full of others who are not me
But there are moments
Moments when our paths meet
You on one side, me on the other
Dare you look over?
A glance, a smile, a hello
I see it…the struggle to understand what it means
You and me – somewhere, some time that you cannot recall
A knowing that is as real as the sunlight that warms
You cannot touch it, but it penetrates you all the same
But it is fleeting, and you move on, as do I
To my path on one side, you on the other
Your destiny without me, my destiny knowing
How lonely I am without you
The Kiss
Il Bacio, Francesco Hayez, 1859
The Kiss
It wasn’t suppose to be
In broad daylight
Where everyone could see
But no one was looking
As your your lips met mine
Your hands held me close
Our truth set free
And I will forever know that you love me
White Butterfly
(A Cabbage White and Other Insects on a Rocky Bank by a pond, Carl Wilhelm de Hamilton, 1668-1754)
White Butterfly
Wings flutter to the whisper of the wind
Light in the awakening
The flurry an echo of melodia
Angels on high
Stirring above the decay
Leaving behind the binding of limitations
Set free…
Greeting the ones who know
Mesmerizing the soul that stirs
Peace is but a moment; comfort fleeting
Meaning unbound
The direction uncharted
Divinity so tangible, yet so unattainable
A Soul’s Journey
(Poem For The Soul, Louis Janmot, 1854)
A Soul’s Journey
Regrets
Ones to come
Many left behind
Meaningless in theory
Heavy in reality
The old woman barely remembers
The young girl too free to care
Only the wise carries the burden
Harken fool!
Listen to the hushed voices
They are not condemning
Nor is your purpose wasted
Release your judgment
Or is it fear?
Remember who you are; who you will be
Live in the moment – like a child
Forget all that scatters your mind – like the old
In between is the journey, lessons abound
Enrich what needs to be toiled
Bear witness to joy
For condemnation is your imagination
And your soul is listening
Beyond
(Setting Out To Sea, Valencia, Joaquín Sorolla, 1863 – 1923)
Beyond
You died
Was it a punch in the gut,
Or a tear at my heart?
The lost time between us was adrift
Somewhere out there…
In the universe my thoughts would come to you
Asking for you to reach out, hoping you would know
My words were strong, but my feelings deep
Both hurt you – I hurt you
You misconstrued, misrepresented me; my purpose for you
Souls in wanting do that
I was always supposed to ground you
Remind you of the heart you let get cold
Denying the purpose for your existence
You were meant for greatness, only in a way that was not so great
You were great to me…to many others you leave behind
The wisdom you obtained, the searching from the ends of the earth,
if not the ends of your mind, were not lost on me
I wasn’t ready then
I’m ready now…searching for you
And you are gone
Without a word
You knew that, the cancer eating away the physical body that confined you
You died…leaving me to wander the road you have paved
Alone in my solitude
Ahhh…you teach one last lesson
